What Happened Before
In my last post I mentioned taking someone into my home and trying my brand of rehab. Well, it did not work and his nemesis took over him and he left to”find that black space that no one can get to.”
I sought him out to give him all his belongs new and old at my house, where he begged me for a second chance. I had to tell him I could not, but I will continue to pray for him and he needs to turn to Jesus.
The Narcotics Anonymous (NA) principle of People, Places, and Things, I know this is what is needed for people like us. We need to go away from those three things for as long as it takes to be strong enough to survive clean.
I must say hat I am relieved as I was starting to think I had bitten off more than I could chew and I had asked God to help me and His will be done.
This is definitely as case of right thing wrong time. My wrong timing. I still believe there is something in God’s #PerfectPlan in His Perfect time.
“Thank you Lord for teaching me this lesson, help me to continue to trust Your Timing.”
Freedom in Realisation
The last few days have been a downward spiral of deep emotion, feeling lost without my lifeline to the outside world. I have been holed up at home, confining myself to searching for peace within the walls of my home.
Being without a phone has been tough but it has strengthened and brought me closer to what I believe is the purpose #highercalling for my life.
I referred to my dream in a previous post. This dream is a farm, a completely self-sustainable piece of land in South Africa. I have already selected a location and will be viewing properties on my #roadtrip mid-November.
Blessed yet Broken – Freedom through Jesus
But this theft has caused the true purpose of that land to emerge. A rehab. This is my dream. A place where people can find their healing through complete love. I have found my path to healing through Jesus and His #perfectplan for my life.
I have taken a person into my home and an trying my own brand of rehab. I referred to him in my last post. He has not had a home for quite some time. I feel like I am Richard Gere in the movie Pretty Woman, but with the love of Jesus the saving factor.
Everything he now has is from Jesus, not me
He is now 3 days clean of amphetamines. I am showing him unconditional love and giving him whatever he needs to keep his mind busy enough and herbal medication (God made it, not man – #staytuned for more on this later).
Realisation of a Dream
I find myself more free now than I ever have been. My purpose is now even more realised and I feel such a freedom. Thank you for listening and being with me on this journey. I can hardly contain my excitement.
FYI: Durban- #roadtrip – property search soon
Hi there all my followers and people that give me there time.
I have moved. Please check out the new leg of my journey.
My Journey Continued
‘I don’t see a knife so im not a hostage.
I see someone beautiful in trap and has all the keys with her in the cage. It’s just to dark from the inside to find the key hole.
I will help you find the key hole on the outside. You need just give me the right key
I’m with you and I will see to it where you can’t hold on I’ll catch you.
If one rope breaks there is plenty more… we will get you out of this’
– An unexpected source
Blessed yet broken.
Makes broken look beautiful. Carries the world on her shoulders and makes it look like a pair of wings – Arianna Dancu
Dr. Stephen R. Covey – R.I.P..
I had the book “7 Habits of Highly Effective Teens“ by his son, Sean Covey, when I was about 17 years old.
I guess the legacy will be continued.
Rest in peace teacher.
Stand with those who acknowledge mistakes and make corrections. Reject those who hide mistakes and persist.
via Leadership’s Most Neglected Virtue.